I want to make a YouTube channel! ‧₊˚✩

I want to make a YouTube channel so badly! The problem is I am 1. too insecure to show my face, and 2. have way too many hobbies and different ideas. At first, I wanted to make a webcam channel, then a nostalgia video essay channel, and now I want to make a vlogging/digital camera account. Like ugh!!

I feel like the first issue is the one I need to overcome the most... being less insecure. Not too certain that will happen lol. It's been so many years, and I feel like I've only become more insecure about my appearance every day. Do I do anything about it? No. Well, not really. All I do is apply more makeup and make my skin break out even more. I feel like the way I look will also be a dealbreaker for YouTube viewers... everyone on there is so pretty and I feel like a slug. I also look like twelve, which is sort of a problem.

Anyways, enough dwelling on how much I hate myself. If I were to make a channel, I feel like I'd just combine all my content into one channel. I already have too many TikTok accounts, and I won't really get anywhere making that many channels. I kind of want to incorporate my digital camera into the videos as well. Nostalgia is a massive trend at the moment, and I, obviously, as you can see by this blog, am a sucker for it too. My digicam has awful sound quality, though, so we'd have to work around that.

There's really no point in thinking about it at the moment because I am already in uni assignment hell and it's only Week 3 lol. My potential channel will have to wait until this semester ends so I can actually put my full energy into it. Let me know what you think!!

See you soon,

catg1rl06.

I'm going to see Pierce the Veil! ‧₊˚✩

I GOT PIERCE THE VEIL TICKETS!! I won the ticket war!! 

Hi blog! Sorry, I haven't updated in a while... I lowkey forgot about blogger again #whoopsies... but now we are back, and I'm happy to announce that I got Pierce the Veil tickets!! I can't believe they are finally coming back to Australia, and this time I can actually go. 

I literally had to skip my uni tutorial to buy these tickets cause I was so anxious, but I got two! My brother is planning to go with me because it's not 18+ (lil bro is still a minor lol)!! I've loved Pierce the Veil for almost six years, and now I will be able to see them... in real life?? I'm literally going to be in the same room as them, breathing the same air??

My honest reaction.

I'm also so excited because it is the ICHY tour, meaning they're going to play songs from their older albums. It's basically an emo eras tour! I already have some ideas of what I'm going to wear... even though the concert is in April next year. 

Anyways, at least I have some good news to report! I've been in a constant state of panic and anxiety these past few weeks, so these concerts make me feel somewhat better. I'm going to try to be more active here, maybe it'll help clear my thoughts if I write them down into the void. 

See you soon,

catg1rl06.